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so stress right now... keep studying keep studying... no tym for resting...

no1 to blame bt blame myself for nt studying earlier.. haixxxx so stress...den problem arise at such situation... haix... so tired... problem + stress = i want to suicide..
yes i having a very bad thought in my mind right now bt i guess it will go away once everything is over =))))...

dun wan anything to happen.. hope she will understands...hope she noes...
but does she? haix.... studies studies phew.. driving me crazy...

juz now finish maths and kinda dissapointed.. last sem paper was much much easier...
was very down when i came out of the exam hall.. msg her...hoping for a confort but got repremended for nt studying earlier instead =((..

haha bt oso true larr... if i had study earlier i wld haf done better...blame myself blame myself...

now is in the middle of the nite..studying OOP... tmr 830 am paper haha... i read the past yr paper all like i noe how to do lehhh.. but juz afraid will b like juz now maths... totally dif and harder than past year paper.. haixxx..

haha it seems this post is all about haixxx... bt serious i juz wanna haizzz...
i think i haf to close down this blog le larrr... those few friends of mine who do look at my blog =)) thx for all ur support... bt sry i haf thought of closing it down...

gonna create 1 secret 1 and let me type and talk to myself...
sometimes there r things tt u wld like to say but juz cant say... but u need to say it out...
so i guess tts the best way =)))

unless any1 can make me change my mind in closing this blog? haha...
yawnz... still mux study.. yawnz yawnz haha.. I CAN DO IT HUHUHU... jia you worrr...

love u...

tears in my eyes right now haha.. childish me.. sighhhnn