MY WORDS; MY LIFE

a small word with a big meaning..
love is wad some people hate...
love is wad some people like...
love is wad some people get crazy over...
love is wad cause people 2 change...

a feeling tt influences... interesting huhz..

to people who r in love..
do cherish ur love 1 well, dun only regret when he/she is gone...
dun take them for granted..

to people who r looking for love..
take ur time.. there is some1 out there for every1...
"dun look for that perfect some1, look for tt some1 tt can make u perfect"

to people who lost/brush thru love..
take as much time u need to amend, but at the same time dun isolate urself from other choices out there..
ur time will come.. so dun miss it juz bcux u r still nt over the past..

i remember my secondary skol days, i used to like this girl since sec 2 all the way till sec 5..i like her since the first time i saw her smile..was i stupid or stubborn i duno. I hang on and on. Rejection after rejection, i got nothing. its alright cux i noe love cant b force. So i juz do wad seems the right thing.. TRY to forget her.
each time i try, each time i failed.. cux the more i tried the more i like her.. tts why it lasted for so many years.

i shut my vision for other girls, (ok main thing is i am ugly).. i didnt give myself other choices.. i only haf eyes for tt 1 person..tt scandelous feeling was nice...

i cry for her...
i smile for her...
i study for her...
i change my looks for her...
i change my personality for her...

i study hard for N lvl so tt i can go to sec 5 to see her... i work hard for O lvl so tt i can quickly get out of sec school and forget about her... i once hated her so bad.. but tt hatred didnt last.. cux our relationship wasnt tt bad.. we wasnt together b4..

but i wanna thx her.. i change alot bcux of her which is how i become me now....
and tts why i can haf the patience and feelings for darrr now...

juz before sec 5 prelim, i decided to end it.. i get myself to hang around with more girls so tt i can forget her.. and after much much muchh long time.. finally i got over =DDD...

nt to hao lian or wad.. my tao hua yun is 2006 haha.. =PP
it was nice....feeling of being liked by some1 instead of viceversa..

and i gone thru a few b4 i found darrrr.. shes the nicest and most alike to me girl tt i meet tt year.. and well.. it juz happens and TA-DA..... 10 months soon haha..

so i guess every1 will haf their chance and missess.. success dun usually comes without failure...

SO TO EVERY1 OUT THERE... DUN GIVE UP..~~~!!!!!

tts all ciaooo hahaha

most important... we still haf friends around.. so make use of them.. =DD cheers every1..