MY WORDS; MY LIFE

i got good friends around meee....
i got a nice job to work in....
i got a wonderful girlfriend to be with....
i got a nice family to look after me....

why do i feel something is missing in my life...?

my present life portrays my happiness and maturity i am going into...
my pass life presents my playfulness and youthfulness in myself...
i want both can i..?

sometimes when i m all alone.. taking mrt, walking home, eating alone or wadeva..
i will think of my happy memories..
with my cousins, relatives, friends around me and my girlfriend....
but it comes to a point where it juz stop...
no where for me to continue..

den i'll juz chuck to myself thinking "heh, my lifes great. juz tired i guess.."
but no its nt cux i'm tired..

sometimes i dunno wad i want.. i dun make decision..
MAKING DECISIONS HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY WEAK POINT...
i dun like it...
cux tt means i will haf to choose...
and i dun like to choose...

a decision towards one wld mean a decision against the other...

and rite now i juz want a simple life where i can haf time for my friends and my girlfriend and my owns..

n thx for the late nite talks with me chiewhong(kaze)...
it helps alot =)))
u see.. even a listener needs a listening ear at times =))..

i want a happy life..
i want a wonderful wife...
i want some close friends...
i want a nice family...
i want a bonded relative relations...

can i..?? please..??

i miss you