omg i dunno wads got into me..
i wonder wads wrong with me..
its over its over ITS FUCKING OVER..
why cant i juz get over it...
looking back at those "thing"
makes me feel weird..
why cant i juz grow up..
it aint about jealousy anymore..
i've got all i wanted.. why is such thing still bothering me..
i did something behind some1s back..
aint gonna tell any1 about it...
but i cldnt complete my task..
i felt wrong..
i felt guilty..
i felt pissed..
furthermore.. i cldnt get myself to take it all away...
wads wrong wads fucking wrong with me =(..