MY WORDS; MY LIFE

is relationship really tt complicated..?

who will be there when i m down..?
you..? you..? you..?

throught out my life..
i always wanted a simple life..
a simple me..
but it is not wad it is meant to be..
there is no such thing as a simple life.. simple love..

nothings simple..
n wads the point of saying n not doing..?
one can say but cant do..
i want to say n i can do as well..

will i always b the 1 crawling back..?
dignity isnt an issue since ages back..
lost it..willingly..

the responsibility u carry..
the ignorance they gave you..
the contentment you provide and yet
the expectation they never enough..

so whats of everything..?
once doesnt mean always..

haf u ever carry hope..?
haf u every carry guilt..?
haf u ever carry responsibility..?
haf u ever carry pity..?
haf u ever known love..?
does experience meant knowledge..?

or was it expectation instead of contentment..?
stubbornness instead of wise..?

pardon my way of speech as speech has never been a freedom in my life...
19 long yrs n i m still wondering
why sld i practice harmless speech when people juz gives a rampage when 2 lips part..

wonder..
i really wonder...